Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Really?!?!?! (Advisory: Explicit content ahead)

AARRGGHHH!!!  Sugar detox + PMS = BAD!!!  I know it's water weight but I gained almost all the weight I lost last week back and it's killing me!!!  I want to cry.  Ok, I did cry.

What is wrong with me?

Why can't I do this?

I had this damn surgery to lose this weight once and for all and I can't even do THIS right!!!!!  This was supposed to help me lose the weight and I've been stuck for months!

Will I ever be able to do something RIGHT in my life?!?!?!

Oh, and I am definitely NOT winning any mother of the year awards, I've been a cranky bitch for a week, and I'm a horrible housekeeper, so there goes the wife of the year award and I've been cleaning the hell outta my house for 3 weeks and it doesn't look like I've done a blasted thing!  I just want to bring in a backhoe and a dumpster.  I hate cleaning!!!!!

Ok end of rant.  Maybe things will be better tomorrow.

Pray for me.  I'm gonna need it.

God bless.

2 comments:

  1. {{{HUGS}}} I've been there. I know exactly how you feel.

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    1. Thank you Melissa! I'm sorry you have to know how I feel but I feel better knowing I'm not the only one! :)

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